My Feelings towards you

OK, this is not a poem, but just rambling about something that I want to tell you, and  say something straight from heart, and here it is.

Dusk of the time is set, and calling

Used and thrown away, just feeling like crap

Equality were the essence of our relationship

Ride of the wave of love, crashing into the shore

Deadly, but calm, the princess of the sea revolt

Easily making me her pawn in a game

Newly released, so that I could bring you these words

Essential, I could give my life for you

Never back out of a battle to protect you

Easily throw my body to show you that I would do anything for you

Shooting on sight, everyone hurting you

This promise I give you

Empathy and the love you give me.

From this point

On thus time

Resenting the pain

Me and you

Enlight us to keep up

Granting us an future for you and me

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In Love with you

I do not know what to say to you
Can't sleep, can't think, just feeling so blue
I know that I'm in love with your perfect image and personality
And I know myself this much that I know this complicity

My heart tells me one thing, and my head other
But i kept it inside, no need to bother
To show you anything since I afraid of the answer
I see my pain so clearly in its own texture

Holding me back, not trying to evolve my love
Into something beautiful, something world above
I am the silent type, the strong lonely
But I know you are the only

So please take my pain away, by taking the first step of love...

A smile

" A Smile"
You think that a smile is just a smile, I say its more
Its comfort, its happiness, its insecurity
They way a person smile at you, you smile
Its reflecting, bouncing off, from person to person
A smile gives hope, security and friendliness
It gives peace, warmth and life.
When you smile at someone else, its like looking in the mirror
It smiles back at you.
Thoughts can make you smile, memories of the past, or thinking of the future.

You still think a smile is just a smile? I say its so much more.
I see a girl, as grey as concrete
She smiles, as colorful as the rainbow
A smile says more than a thousand words
A smile says something about the person standing in front of you.
A smile is childish and pure
It make you believe in the mankind, even in war and poverty
You stand tall, walking with your head towards heaven, smiling proudly
You smile when you achieve something, and you smile when people around you do the same

So believe me when I say...A smile, is not only a smile, its more

The Uknown

Ignotus is my  unknown name
Something between the ice and the flame
I search for the true meaning of life
Even if the truths I may find, cuts like a knife
I do not shed my blood on the concrete like most of you
Because my blood is not flowing like yours do.

Its not flowing red, but black instead
Like ink it writes like a cold day in bed...so beautiful
As the wind picks up two butteflies and send them away
I, the unknown man, will not stay

Glorifictions

Its so easy to glorify the action of love
As something thats only come from something above

A fiction, to decide something for humanity
The simplest thing bring back our empathy

How is it, that every girl I know, have this glorified view on romance
When its nothing but a wild fight between to lovers, struggling in a lovers dance?

No man or woman have broken my heart
Because of "streetsmart", no not that, but "lovesmart"

I live in happiness, with my own thoughts...for now..

The Secret

I can't stop thinking of you
your scent, your skin or your lips
It mesmerize me how easy you spellbind me
Making me sleepless, like a night like this.
Thinking and longing for your gentle kisses

I live for the day that both of us realize this
That both the moon and the sun belongs to each other in ways non of us could ever describe,
other than just giving in to our lust and just melt into each other.
I dream of running my fingers through your beautiful hair.
Gently make my fingers touch each corners of your perfect curves, so smooth and so sweet.

I like the way your name roll off the tip of my toungue, just playing with my mind.
I'm scared of not having you beside me if I told you my true feelings, and how easy it is..
To lose someone that you care for if the words doesn't respond that well.
So, mark my next four lines:

Thinking of you is the first and the last thing i think of every day
I want you to get to know me much better
Never have I met someone as sweet as you
And I would never tell you how I feel....

Miss A

I grew up, and found a new love
Miss A were her name
I'm certain that most of you know her
At least dated her more than once

She makes me feel like a god
The way she taste when I kiss her neck
I feel her, she feels me every weekend
And I feel her... her sweet, gentle touch

Burning the day after
She makes me sick
But I can't resist her
She's inside me

The next week
We're at it again
Tumbling like two lion cubs playing
She's playing with my mind, tricking me into her
Into her web, escaping from my wolrd into hers
Just making me better for atleast a second
Then she's breaking in down

Miss A.
still love you, but I don't want to..

Alone

Alone
Togheter
Together
Alone?
Well not completly alone, then again not completly together.
Not having to be silence, but I mean you know, not having to talk.
Not having explain,
Not having to ask questions.
Like two spirits touching it, we're travelling in different countries you know, at the same time?

Sharing what they find, but not expecting to share on each others footsteps.

I used be trouble that you could find me.

But then I tried entering your kingdom, damn I could never find the door.

I felt I had failed.

I mean, in some way because this was this part of you that I would never understand.

I didn't realize it, not then anyway, that I need to respect each other private world.

The complete acceptance of the shut door.

I guess, kind of like of place, where we each walk alone with our own God.

But now I think you forgiving me this this precious gift.

Alone

Together

The true feeling of love

GoodBad

Its strange how a person could make you feel so good, and so bad at the same time.
Love is such a powerful thing, and could do so much to help en break a person, with just a single touch.
I still remember my first crush, which make me think of both good and not so good memories, roaming through my mind.
The feeling you get when you listen to an old lovesong from your childhood....your first dance, first kiss, making love for det first time, arguing for the first time, breaking up for the first time, making up for the first time.

The good thing about this is that you get more of them, by new crushes and loves, as the years pass you by...and I hope i experience them soon again..hopefully

The First

The first hour of the new day
Brings encourage in a certain way
That only you feel

The first time you kiss a new love
A feeling of floating above
The first time you know its real

The first time you smile after you cry
You can't help asking why
Every first time feels so unreal....yet again, you can't wait for the next first time